Mrs Groovy

to “NOT Mom”.

So Diva’s in heat which means Duke is in “HEAT”.
Dear Lord take me now.
These damn dogs….

What is the record for most days in a row with a headache?

I threw up chili yesterday….
for the record, Ewww!
I also slept many many hours.

I’m a horrible daughter.

Thursday my in-laws will be dropping off their dog for me to babysit.
Five dogs.

Medicine on the microwave, three names. His, hers and mine.
Products of me.

Counseling.
I laugh.
You do realize this is extremely out of the ordinary…
I normally would never give medication without some type of counseling….

You paying Doc?

It is time for a change, Amy Lee.
Get ready.

So things are getting better, I guess. Not really but yeah… my last post was a moment of weakness when I let down my guard and just write.

My son – still a spoiled brat who doesn’t appreciate anything.
My daughter – week two on meds, struggling but having a sleep-over tomorrow should be just what the dr ordered.
My husband- yet another new boss and new bosses boss…. sick of the whole place.

So this is my life right now. It isn’t forever. It isn’t horrible and it isn’t what some people are dealing with.

I am thankful for my family.
I am thankful my Mom.
I am thankful my husband’s job and the income it brings.
I am thankful for our health, physical health if not mental health.
I am thankful my daughter has a couple of friends.
I am thankful I have a nice home and cars to drive.

New meds make me sick. Like taking poison. Will get used to it.

Husband’s car broke down. 100 degrees.

$450 and counting….

Mom wants me to go to my brothers for the 4th. I really dont want to. 1989 my Dad asked me to go to my brothers. I said no. He died 3 months later.

I made the mistake of telling her I didnt feel good because of new meds. She’s all up in my face now about getting out of the house. Please make her understand I do what I can and what I need.

And I leave the fucking house all the time!

Went to lunch with the inlaws after kids’ dentist appointments (rave reviews and no cavities) it was nice.

Husband’s birthday, Sunday will try to make it nice but not special. Threw away most of the cupcakes from father’s day. I know…. he’s not a cake guy. One bite was all he took.

Hope the car gets fixed soon and doesnt cost much more.

Have to go to the dr today. Not happy about it and wishes it didn’t have to happen. But I don’t think my meds are working for me anymore. I am going to bite the bullet and ask to switch up. Switching meds is a scary thought… the side effects, the weaning off one and going onto another is just an icky mess that I’d rather do without but after years of being on the same pill it just isnt working for me anymore. My good days are not even close to outweighing the bad days…..

We had my in-laws and my Mom over for father’s day. We also threw in my husband’s birthday. We all have a very pleasant time and my MIL and I have made plans for the kids, her and I to go to the local roller skating place sometime next week. I haven’t been skating in years so I hope I can still do it.

My inlaws will be coming over Thursday to help my husband put up this kickbutt new curved shower rod my Mom got my husband. My husband rarely does anything install wise without his Dad nearby. The kids also have dentist appointments and the inlaws wanted to go to lunch as well. So Thursday will be a busy day.

That’s about all I can come up with…

My son called me from outside, “momma momma…. the neighbors are fighting wanna come watch?” He knows me so well….

My daughter rarely jumps on the trampoline with my son and I anymore. I love the 30-60 minutes I get to spend outside giggling with just him.

Need to find something to do with just her… one on one, other than the random trip grocery shopping.

My daughter actually broke into her own money and bought Sims 3. She LOVES it.

I cut my son’s hair today. He cried like a girl. All I cut was the front so I could see his damn eyes. That last sentence made me sound old.

The inlaws and my Mom will be coming over this Sunday for a father’s Day/ my husband’s birthday BBQ.

I filled out the most awful packet of paperwork to start the review process for my SSA. Made me sick for the three days it was in my house. Its mailed now we just wait…. and wait….

My daughter is taking web design and flash animation next school year. I am so jacked to be able to follow along with her.

I’m getting real heavy compared to a few years ago. Its time to motive myself and get back to doing something, anything….